neisha

Okay it seems that some people jumped to conclusions about my last entry. Let me clarify.

There is no fucking way in hell that i am, or was, or have ever been, pregnant. Got that? Good.

Boyfriend has found a house that he wants to make an offer on. Which means if he gets it he wants me to move in with him.

I am terrified. I'm not ready to committ that much with him. What the fuck do i do. The reason for my last entry was that we had a huge fight last wednesday night and he freaked the hell out and was punching himself in the head and shit. As usual. He had been good for ages.

And now he says he's going to change. But anyone can say that.

And i'm so not ready to settle down. If I tell him that it will end us. I don't know if that's what i want or not. I am so confused.


Fuck.


Help.