I did it. It's all over. I broke up with him this afternoon.
I feel so... relieved.
When I broke up with him he threatened to kill himself "just to teach me a lesson", so that i would never hurt anyone again the way i've hurt him.
He said I obviously had a lot of growing up to do, and that i'll never find anyone who loves me the way he does.
If he loved me then why did he emotionally abuse me.
It's gonna be lonely for a bit, I know. But I have friends.
It amazed me how supportive everyone at work has been. It's the absolute nicest feeling, knowing that people care about you.
I'm just worried that he is going to hurt himself. Not my responsibility, I know, but of course I still care.
I feel so... relieved.
When I broke up with him he threatened to kill himself "just to teach me a lesson", so that i would never hurt anyone again the way i've hurt him.
He said I obviously had a lot of growing up to do, and that i'll never find anyone who loves me the way he does.
If he loved me then why did he emotionally abuse me.
It's gonna be lonely for a bit, I know. But I have friends.
It amazed me how supportive everyone at work has been. It's the absolute nicest feeling, knowing that people care about you.
I'm just worried that he is going to hurt himself. Not my responsibility, I know, but of course I still care.
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siara:
I hope you are doin ok hun! .. congrats on taking the step and ending it.. it is always hard breaking up, so much easier staying together and pretending everything is ok!.. look after yourself!! 
*hugs*
*hugs*
damnation_game:
well i have to be first to ask how the weekend has treated you little miss 