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things i hate today:
fighting, 4 wheel drive, snow, brushing snow off my mom's 4 Runner, getting yelled at, work, work, and fucking work, being snowed in, caesar salads, being grumpy, singing in front of people, my life, my job, and everything else.
whatever

i am so grumpy that my cheeks are flushed and i want to cry. frown

please oh please say something to cheer me...
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steve_huge:
you're still as sexy as ever though all that asside... wink

hows that... cheer you up at all biggrin

ok so you've managed to concentrate on 15 hings that you hate.... you have 24 hrs to come back with 5 things that make you appreciate being alive... and i dont just mean think them up... look around you for the next 24 hours, take note of things... i guarantee they will far outweight the 15 you hate smile

i'll get you started

1. i love the way the sun reflects of windows on an early winters morning
2. i love teen titans and the fact that if i wanted to i could draw them and write stories for them and therefore fully appreciates the talents i work hard to develop
3. i love the way some people go about their lives completely unaware of just how beautiful (both phusically and internally) they are and the profound effect those people have on my life
4. i love the beauty that can be found in even the most ugly of things if looked at in the right way
5. i love the fact that i can see and therefor appreciate all of the above

hopefully thats cheered you up a little even if the first comment didnt smile

dont cry... i have no way of getting there to give you a hug and cheer you up... smile

ooops.... looks like you're being invaded by those pesky chickens as well...



bok ... bok bok bokAWWW...
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work sleep work hang out with jaike sleep work sleep work sleep work wish i was dead work some more sleep call jaike

puke
dontbother:
thanks! you're pretty cute yourself wink
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this is how i feel today: surreal

so i just got home from my looong ass day at work, it was crazy busy! so glad it's over, i feel like i can finally unwind. *streeeetch* biggrin

no clue on what i'm going to do tonight, hopefully chill in w/ the Jaikesters? get some food and do laundry and be bums...

talked to the boyfriend today, he misses...
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so i feel like all i ever have to say here is "well, i'm off to work" or "work sucked today"... i'm sorry for always bitching about work. today i have a funfilled day! work from 10am-7pm, so i don't get to do a damn thing all weekend. same thing tomorrow... my gym doesn't even open until 1pm tomorrow so i'm never going to go...
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work was soooo sucky today from like 12:30pm on...

i worked register all damn day and no one at work did anything except me. well actually that's not true but i feel like it is, and i'm grumpy so f*ck it.

all the snow tonight means i'm not going out... which means i'm going to be enjoying myself via cellphone conversations with Jizzzaike. he has...
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steve_huge:
hey you

im still working... bare in mind what time it is here... frown

i could also certainly do with some whisky and company... and yes, i know what you mean... dont forget... she's been gone ten months... TEN MONTHS!!! wink

its snowing here as well.... is freezing... really freezing... christ i hate the cold... im more of a sunshine happy kinda guy

the friendships not a problem... i'm a friendly type of guy... look at how well me and the cap get on wink

and i started on the smilies today... did one in a gas mask... will go on to the princess crown smilley as soon as i can wink

and if you want a girlfriend... mines always available... shes more than a bit partial to girls herself wink

anyway... back to the drawing board...

blah blah blah

*me*

LOOK OUT... a chicken!!!

bok
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ughhhhhh work all day today....... then when i finally get outta work and go home its going to be snowing, and freezing rain, and with my luck probably lightning bolts that hit little black acura integras on their way home from work frown .

so i finally had my sushi last night! i feel so much better, enjoyed a cold bottle of Killians Irish Red, ate...
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steve_huge:
hey biggrin

lucky with the lady i may be.... but... when she's been travelling for the last ten months and i havent seen her... she may as well be the filth monster living in my kitchen for all the good it does me...

thanks about the art.... that stuffs ok, but thats the bread and butter work really, the stuff i do to live... i much prefer to do stuff a little more personall, shame i dont get the time with all the actuall work... its like the SG stuff i've been doing... its taking me months frown

oh well... thats life i guess

well i guess i'll be making you a few smilies as well then... would only be fair... i cant be greedy smile

well i'm glad you enjoyed your japanese... im a little partial to japanes food myself... not keen on rew fish mind you, but the cooked stuff... have been trying to teach myself to cook it over the last few months (have a keen interest in cooking...)

glad the conversation was good... is jaike your fella i take it... did have a look for pictures... but your pictures arent really very random... they're more kinda non existent... smile

well i hope the car wasnt struck by lightning... and more importantly, i hope you werent struck by lightning...

well if i lived in philly, i'd be more than happy to be your friend... few beers, some japanese food, hanging out etc. ... unfortunately though i dont... so... here will have to do...what do ya think smile

i could be your first friend

smile
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smile looks like today is going to be nice... it's sunny out and i don't have to work, hopefully get to spend the day in the city with Jaike.

i think i loooove presley, she is so smokin'.

dinner plans tonight love : hopefully japanese or something else quiet, unique and sophisticated.

hope everyone is doing awesome smile

*pRiNcEsSa* kiss
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i had such an excellent night last night... blush

i don't even have words for how good i feel...

i gotta eat some lunch right now but goddamnnn i can't wait til tonight. i am sweatin so bad.

*pRinCeSsA*
steve_huge:
was the lunch as good as the night you had... and how was the next night... smile

anyway... how come it was so good... what was you up to...
nefertiti:
oh i'm always up to no good... haha... but i've been chillin with this boy a lot recently. we just lay around and have the best conversation, i'm so comfortable with him... ever meet someone that you feel like, so close to them that you could have met them before in a past life? well thats how i feel about this kid. he's soooo smart and cultured, well-traveled and just such an incredible person. the best part is that we don't get blinded by sexual stimulation cause the mental stimulation is so amazing. i sound crazy, but i feel crazy too! love
steve what have you been up to? how's the laaadyy? wink
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love love love love love love love

such a lovely day at work today.... which bums me out hardcore because i don't get to work with wink until like next week or something.

wanted to take him up on his offer for japanese tonight, but the restaurant had 2 ambulances out front of it and i got nervous... puke gross. bad sushi? i dunno... new plan.

i wanna play my song for him. blush

ummm...
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frown

god... everything is so complicated.
work suuuucked today, i'm tired of the 5am shifts, definitely so glad i don't have to do any more of those for a while. came home and read my horoscope... so nuts because my first horoscope before all of this really happened was:

::: For the moment, you can expect to be a veritable magnet for the attention of new...
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