I just went to Santa Cruz yesterday. I never hardly Ever get sick, but these allergies are gunna fuck me over. Last night I couldnt stop rubbing my eyes. I used to take allegra that I got through Kaiser but I ran out like 2 years ago and I never went back to get more. But fucking Santa Cruz man, I couldnt completely enjoy myself, which is lame because I really was looking forward to this day trip for a while. I need to get some anti-hystamine eyedrops soon too.

The streetlight records there has a exellent selection of Black Metal cd's. I just bought:
Dusk - Carpathian Darkness
Judas Iscariot - Thy Dying Light
Eikenskaden - There is No Light at the End of the Tunnel
&... Extinction - The Black Hex

At the boardwalk me and my buddy Frenchy (hes actually Polish) played 7 games of air hockey and I beat him 5 times. And in the arcase they have this little peep show thingy. its sone tall box that you put in a token and you look into the eye piece and there is a bunch of flipping paper (like how a cartoon works) with this girl from the early 1900's. She gets naked and goes for a swim. I was hella suplised that they put that in an arcade where there are a bunch of little kids. But the eye piece was too tall for any kids to ever see into it.

We also went to Riva's for lunch. That place is soooooo good. I want their clam chowder right now!! Everyone... YOU MUST GO TO RIVA"S AT LEAST ONCE!! Its really good. Im hungry again.

The one thing I dont enjoy about Santa Cruz though, is people keep asking me for money. Im not made out of fucking money. And why should I just give it away. I worked hard for it and those people asking me for money dont do a god damn thing. Its always white people too. Mexicans dont beg for money on the street, if their down then they find work at home depot or something. Giving money to these people doesnt do anything but to encourage them to do nothing.
-And another thing that really pisses me off. When did God (im speaking hypothetically since I dont believe there is a god) give anyone the right to bless people. If you give a bum some money they always say "god bless". How the fuck do they know if he would or wouldnt, they dont even know how to get a job. I used to have sympathy for these people but when I tried to empathise with them I realized how lame this whole Begging thing is. Then I got pissed of when they kept saying god bless, regardless if i gave them money or said no.
Im too proud to ever beg for money. Everyone should at least have that much self respect for themselves.. ...sigh
Fuck!



Ok, Im not really mad right now, I was just thinking those last paragraphs all yesterday while my allergies were trying to rape my sinuses.

In the meantime===> enjoy this yak, I know you will