neenja

Written on June 10th, 2002

Give me a reason to feel this way.
Careless with the way I think.
Forgetting where I want to be.
Giving way to to a quick release.

My control has waned to something uncontrollable.
It's taken over me like a disease.
Something that will release its hold after it has lost its time in my system.
Holding me with its grasp that leaves after its wrath is over.
Leaving me tired and spent for a false high of authority.
And its sexual freedom to take someone freely without regard to the consequences.

Give me the man I want.
Lavish love on me.
Sweet kisses deep to my heart.
Love me and let me be.
Safe in myself.
Take me with strong arms.
Hold me and suppress me with holding.
Take wonder at me.