neelyohara

Usually, when I have little to say on a journal/ diary it's because things are going well. I've got nothing to ponder, worry about, vent, etc.

Thankfully the sex drive seems to be going back to normal, if you can consider rabid-like urges only once a day normal.

I was going to retract my application to be an SG, but then I got an email from Missy's assistant confirming a meeting time and it made me think again. This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, never will I get a chance to participate in something this cool. And I've posted how many nude-ish pictures here already?

The difference would be that I wouldn't own these pictures. They could do whatever they wanted and I'd have no say. At this point, any political career I'd like to have is probably shot because of my pot smoking. But who knows? Maybe in 10 years that will be cool?

I want to, but I don't. Then, there's the whole issue of my owner and whether he is cool with it, which we never actually settled other than it being OK to meet with Missy.

Decisions, decisions.