i think im in need of a new job....im about due to start the serious search for something new..i was considering something in radio but i dunno if that gunna work w/ school and all...i probably should stay with something in the design field since that what im going to school for anyways....i just need a change....i guess it's prolly time to stop smoking so...
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killyouridols:
smoking pot is not bad at all!
hmm...i don't feel any different then i did a couple of days ago....didn't really think i would...still not used to the idea that i can go to the bar anytime i want to...i just hope that i don't get carried away w/ this whole thing...i should be okay tho....got some really great people around to keep me on the ground...i know they will keep me...
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killyouridols:
ehh the bar gets old fast
so last nite we had a crazy party for my birthday...it was a lot of fun...everybody had a good time and we had 4 or 5 different guys spinning house music and scrathing from 10pm till 4am that was pretty cool....at about midnight some friends of mine and i went to this bar and had a few drinks...there was a little drama and a little...
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jofixxxit:
happy b day to you.......
sensitiveprick:
ahppy b- day
and RESPECT.
and RESPECT.
im sooooo excited....i get to go to the SGB on friday!!!!! that just about made my night last nite....
hooray!
hooray!
artman:
happy birthday!!
well so far no good on the whole fake id thing....i asked everyone i know so i guess im just gunna have to miss out this time... 
que sera sera....
que sera sera....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
just felt like a scream
just felt like a scream
artman:
finally a journal entry that I can understand!
only one week from my 21st birthday....gettin kinda excited...
still not too sure about what to do about SG on the 20th.....damnit...if only it were 2 days later...that would have worked out nicely....but noooooo....karma and fate have to fuck w/ me.....grrrr......i really wanna go so if anyone who reads this knows someone w/ a fake that i could use that would be awesome!....
anyways i'll...
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still not too sure about what to do about SG on the 20th.....damnit...if only it were 2 days later...that would have worked out nicely....but noooooo....karma and fate have to fuck w/ me.....grrrr......i really wanna go so if anyone who reads this knows someone w/ a fake that i could use that would be awesome!....
anyways i'll...
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efficacy:
Happy birthday!! (or soon to be birthday)
sorry, no ideas about the fake id, best of luck though.
as for the other pic, its cute... but a little to frilly for my tastes. Once again, best of luck.
sorry, no ideas about the fake id, best of luck though.
as for the other pic, its cute... but a little to frilly for my tastes. Once again, best of luck.
efficacy:
That was 3 years ago when i was 112, although I'm 6' I have a relatively small bone frame, 40" shoulder, 28-32" hips. At the time, I was just under a lot of stress, not eating right, and not working out at all. You could count my ribs and actually my stomache went in so much i could completely rap my fingers around my lower ribs essentually grasping a full 2 inches underneath and up behind my rib cage.
Somehow, I survived that without getting sick.
That was the lowest I was ever at though, besides that year i've generally floated around 135 for the past 8 years, i've kinda set a goal for myself to get up to 150-160 without any of the gain being fat. I havent weighed myself recently, but i do 'feel' bigger.
Somehow, I survived that without getting sick.
That was the lowest I was ever at though, besides that year i've generally floated around 135 for the past 8 years, i've kinda set a goal for myself to get up to 150-160 without any of the gain being fat. I havent weighed myself recently, but i do 'feel' bigger.
happy valentines day to anyone who doesn't have a valentine!!....i can be yer valentine if u need me to be 
ara:
Awwwww
let me introduce myself...
here i am, a girl w/ so many questions and thoughts about everything and i don't even know where to begin....i'm very tired of living up to everyones expectations of me and what they want me to be, that it's really hard to find out what i really want....i have an idea of who i am but it's just a very...
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here i am, a girl w/ so many questions and thoughts about everything and i don't even know where to begin....i'm very tired of living up to everyones expectations of me and what they want me to be, that it's really hard to find out what i really want....i have an idea of who i am but it's just a very...
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killyouridols:
so where does this all stem from?
need2xcap2:
im not sure where it all stems from...im pretty sure that it comes from me needing respect from everyone, and when i do not get it, it bothers me....it bothers me becuz i give everyone the same respect that they give me...or at least i try to....i would much rather be a happy person than someone who is pissed off all the time...
i have a dilemma.....SG is coming here on the 20th and it just happens to be 2 days before my 21st bday. 
....i'm a little disappointed that i can't go to the show, but if anyone knows of a way that i can get in i'd love to here it.... lemme know
....i'm a little disappointed that i can't go to the show, but if anyone knows of a way that i can get in i'd love to here it.... lemme knowVIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
need2xcap2:
thank you...i'll read them...but thats not what i was looking for....as u very well know....so now...if anyone else can help me that would be appreciated 
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killyouridols:
that's quite the dilemna