i think i am going to start off w/ a very heartfelt thank you and a big *hug* for everyone who was here for me...so here is the list of names (in order of appearence) of those that made it a little easier to handle....
shiva8
emmlaar
babygirl
1aura1
NeBulous
metaleric
random
moniker42
burstandbloom
scorpio
mnislahi
niobe
FunkTion
valen
twistedblack
ALI
Charlie_Stars
JPP
beaker76
esquire
kosomot
blossom
undressyourheart
zumbi
synnove
ojflow
NUKE
desmobile
autrix
*hugs*
thank you everyone....i really needed u all and u were here for me....i really appreciate it....and i want to say thank you to those that didn't have to say anything here cuz they did enough when i saw them...artman, cheesecake really does make it easier to handle anything....i think i gained some weight w/ that tho....and pantsonfireyour hug was enough to help me get thru...u don't have to know what to say...it's all good pussycat
so now that i have the thank yous all out there i should prolly fill u all in on whats been going on these past couple of days....
well since thursday all of my friends and i have patched up all of our issues...there is no bitterness and all there is is friendship and understanding.....ben's death has had an impact on all of us here to change us all for the better....altho we all miss him like crazy and will forever love and cherish him we knew that he was only going to be w/ us a short time....so we have accepted it...things were a little surreal here for the past couple of days...there were times when we all couldn't stop laughing and then there were the times when we couldn't stop crying....it was an emotional rollercoster for awhile and i think things are going to be okay now.....
ben was always thinking about us even at the time of his death becuz he willed all of his stuff that he thought that we would want....he was completely giving and loving even till his end...and we will always love him....
some funny things happened on saturday nite while we were all trying to deal w/ this whole thing.....my friends alysa and dana and i went for a walk in the rain to dana's house and splashed in all the puddles there and back...when we got back here our pants were soaked up to our knees...
and then later that nite at like 3 am dana, andrew, kyle and i all decided to take another walk and dana ran around the block w/ no shoes on and we jumped in more puddles...it was a hole bunch of fun...we also destroyed a couch that was in our basement so that we could get it out....the whole basement had flooded and when we were cleaning it up we decided to get rid of the already very broken couch...(this is the same one that busted my lip open in my "most humbling moment")so we now have a rearranged basement for easy access to flooded areas....
well now that i have rambled on and on....i think i will get on w/ the personal thank you's....
much love
needie
shiva8
emmlaar
babygirl
1aura1
NeBulous
metaleric
random
moniker42
burstandbloom
scorpio
mnislahi
niobe
FunkTion
valen
twistedblack
ALI
Charlie_Stars
JPP
beaker76
esquire
kosomot
blossom
undressyourheart
zumbi
synnove
ojflow
NUKE
desmobile
autrix
*hugs*
thank you everyone....i really needed u all and u were here for me....i really appreciate it....and i want to say thank you to those that didn't have to say anything here cuz they did enough when i saw them...artman, cheesecake really does make it easier to handle anything....i think i gained some weight w/ that tho....and pantsonfireyour hug was enough to help me get thru...u don't have to know what to say...it's all good pussycat
so now that i have the thank yous all out there i should prolly fill u all in on whats been going on these past couple of days....
well since thursday all of my friends and i have patched up all of our issues...there is no bitterness and all there is is friendship and understanding.....ben's death has had an impact on all of us here to change us all for the better....altho we all miss him like crazy and will forever love and cherish him we knew that he was only going to be w/ us a short time....so we have accepted it...things were a little surreal here for the past couple of days...there were times when we all couldn't stop laughing and then there were the times when we couldn't stop crying....it was an emotional rollercoster for awhile and i think things are going to be okay now.....
ben was always thinking about us even at the time of his death becuz he willed all of his stuff that he thought that we would want....he was completely giving and loving even till his end...and we will always love him....
some funny things happened on saturday nite while we were all trying to deal w/ this whole thing.....my friends alysa and dana and i went for a walk in the rain to dana's house and splashed in all the puddles there and back...when we got back here our pants were soaked up to our knees...
and then later that nite at like 3 am dana, andrew, kyle and i all decided to take another walk and dana ran around the block w/ no shoes on and we jumped in more puddles...it was a hole bunch of fun...we also destroyed a couch that was in our basement so that we could get it out....the whole basement had flooded and when we were cleaning it up we decided to get rid of the already very broken couch...(this is the same one that busted my lip open in my "most humbling moment")so we now have a rearranged basement for easy access to flooded areas....
well now that i have rambled on and on....i think i will get on w/ the personal thank you's....
much love
needie
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I'm very happy to be back, especially when I knew I had friends like you waiting on me here.
I'm so very sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. he sounded like someone really special.
Much
-Josh