necrosis

I feel really, really fucking strange right now, like a vessel of oil and water. At once, I feel that a part of me has been severely injured whilst another has grown and flourished. And yes, I realise that I'm being really vague and making close to no sense whatsoever because of it. Not only do I not wish to elaborate, but if I did, I would have trouble finding the correct words to do so right now.

I think it's time for bed. Before it really starts sinking in.