necros

her name was suzie,
suzie made me smile,
suzie made me happy.
suzie went away,
suzie was happy,
suzie never came home.
suzie died.
suzie had an epileptic fit.
i never got to see suzie again.
suzie was young,
suzie had a lot of friends,
suzie had no enemies.
i miss suzie lots,
we all do.
i think about suzie a lot,
i think about suzie everyday without fail.
today is special,
all i can think of is suzie,
suzie died tonight last year.
she could see the colour in anyone.
the darkest of tunnels always had light,
and the quietest rooms always had music.
such flair,
such passion,
such love,
so self-less.
i love you suzie,
it just isnt right.
i cry because im selfish.
i cry because i want to see you again.
i cry because im selfish,
i cry because i never get to see you again.
where ever you are suzie, i love you.
i cry because im sad,
i cry because i need a friend like you,
i cry because i dont believe in myself as you did.
i cry because i have no strength left.
i cry because im selfish,
i cry because i need you.
i dont want to let go.
and i smile because you made me happy,
i smile for all the happy memories i have.
i am happy when i think of you,
but my cheeks are tainted with tears.
my heart doesnt feel whole,
my smile doesnt seem complete.
the sun doesnt shine so brightly anymore.
i hope one day i find you.
as my tears flow as i write these words,
i picture your face,
your smile,
your jokes,
your heart.
i love you suzie.
i will never forget!