necros

its July now? man this year has gone fast. the world cup will have finished by next week? how crazy is that?
my birthday in August. I've put on 2 stone and feel like a blob now . a mega vain comment to make but its becoming more and more noticable. just cant seem to shift it. or i should say i cant find the drive to shift it really. mega tired all the time really, work is still a biggie in my life sadly so not much time for me.
I've been stretching my ears for the past month. I now have 8mm (2G) in my right lobe, 4mm (6G) and 2mm (8G) in my left ear. tomorrow im stretching my 6G to 4G coz i cant afford tattoos so im doing what i can for little cost.
Thats the only thing thats really exciting in my life at the moment. Im trying to get a ipod (any model) on the cheap as my old sony mp3 player has packed in and i am without music! but fundage is a problem, bills just seem to be building up some how? i dunno. i think im just letting things get on top of me :/ needing to de-stress. Cant seem to do it. *shrugs*
needing a lifestyle change i think :/ zero motavation atm, not helping.
yuck! another depressing blog. sorry guys!