necrodamus

Sometimes I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can face another day. Shits been so fucking hard for so fucking long. Don't seem like shits ever goin to change. Sometimes seems like shit aint doin nothing but getting worse. Sometimes when I look in the mirror I really dispise what I see. Feels like somithing went wrong with me a long time ago, somewhere deep down but I can't remember when. I don't know where the fuck I went wrong.
I've been as low as you can get and at the bottom the only way to go is up, but every time I start to ge ahead every time I start to get somewhere, someone or something pushes me right the fuck back down. One step forward two steps back.
I read somewhere that that without HOPE man is just an animial. I think I've lost HOPE!
I'm so fucking tired of being fucked up all the time, but I can't seem to do it any other way. Maybe I'm not as strong as you but my fucked up life brings me down when I look around. My life it didn't make me hard it just hardened something inside. I think it was my Humanity, I want it back, I want to feel again, I want to feel like a human. I don't want to be like this no more. I'm just lookin for some kinda shelter or salvation or something to beleive in or MAYBE JUST SOMEONE TO CARE!!

EVERY DAY I PRAY, I PRAY TO A GOD THAT I KNOW DOES NOT EXIST!


(Blood for Blood-redemption)

Have a great fucking day!