necrocide

i'm sober, i'm home, i was at a friends having fucked up dreams, but i'm home now

i think really deeply when i've been drinking... i never do that stoned, so i don't get stoned... but now i'm thinking about how i do so much thinking when i drink, but once its done, nothing ever changes.... i need to stop being such a pussy

It's weird sometimes how you can't figure out common logic until you fall asleep... i know one instance of this is how i've contemplated for a long time why it's called a donkey punch when you're fucking a girl in the ass and then punch the back of her head... "donkeys dont punch"

and then i had a dream of some strange mexican riding on...
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I just got back from a camping trip... well actually i got back YESTERDAY but i think i'm just now becoming conscious... i hardly remember anything besides freezing my balls off and the first 6 beers, hehe.. but i think it was cool from what i do remember... i also remember that i got to sleep in a tent full of chicks and that fuckin...
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holy crap, i'm freakin wasted

and oddly enough i've been watching alot of family guy with my comrades so i'm saying holy crap alot

i keep thinking things... things i'm sure of, but i'm not sure if i want to tell anyone... mainly dumpster, cuz he'd understand my predicament... but they are thoughts that have been plaguing me and that i cant even bring myself...
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damn i'm tired

and i have a stupid fucking class in 3 hours... yes on a saturday morning... its stupid academic 100 something... one of those intro classes youre supposed to take, only ive been at college for 2 years now and i'm just now taking it... i chose to take the 2 week class... its gonna take up 2 of my friday nights and...
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...so so tired...

well, i'm pissed.

yeah what a surprise that is.. i started the new semester today... and i was actually looking forward to spanish and that fuck of a teacher insisted on keeping us the entire 2 and a half hours of class... the first day is universally known as an ORIENTATION day, not try and take up the whole day with stupid bullshit... of course...
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well... today ends probably the last real vacation i'll ever have again... 3 weeks straight of nothing but drinking, partying, chillin with homies, videogames, trying to get laid(not succeeding)... for tomorrow is a new semester of college, a new reason to hate humanity, and if things go right ill be back to workin by summertime... likely to be out on my own... responsibilities a bitch,...
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oh fuck i'm fuckin buzzed right now... ive been riding this very interesting buzz for about 3 hours now... i havent gotten shitfaced... i'm just very euphoric about the world around me right now... and thats odd considering that i hate everybody and everything they stand for, but this buzz is better than sex, i shit you not... but right now everyone is like my...
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fuck fucking cell phones... fuck them right in their fuckholes