necrocide

i'm having an odd week... i'd like to explain for a moment...

first, i'm gonna try and recap my life experience since i've started a graveyard shift job... things felt great... i felt ambitious and ready to do things... i didn't know what exactly... but THINGs... something.... not sit at home... it slowly but surely turned more negative... i'm sleeping more often... my equalibrium must...
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this journal is mainly a chronicle of events and thoughts...

thought:

i tend to be one of those people who avoid looking through their bank accounts because of not wanting to see how bad i've been with my money.... and one of those little moments in life that creates an orgasmic relief is checking your account and seeing that you've been nowhere NEAR as bad...
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ok, so i just got GTA san andreas and you could probably say i'm hard as wood... this game... great or not... i can already tell its fucking HUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEE.... the soundtrack could have been better... yeah i'm pretty much listening to classic rock and alternative because rap just aint my thang... but i could've thought of a hundred better grunge/alternative era songs to have than...
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i'm tired of being nice to women... and all they do is assume i'm trying to fuck them... maybe i should just start being a complete prick to people again

I buy too many videogames for the amount of time I DON'T have to play them... even when I find time to play anymore... it's pointless because it's not nearly enough time to get into it...

Fuck... I still have videogames from last year I still haven't beaten or some I haven't even played!

I got the Sims 2... mainly out of peer pressure... It's...
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hmmm... temptations are a bitch...

my friends exfiance is actively pursuing me... she IS rather luscious... but its my friends exfiance... granted i dont think he would be pissed... but it would be awkward... and this year-long dry spell is NOT helping either... why cant i just have the cute redhead from work? why cant she goddamn pursue me? its always gotta be the awkward...
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i have a strong... STRONG urge... to rub some luscious nude body down with lotion... every square inch of the body.... with scented candles all around... tie her down and blindfold her, feeding her strawberries and cream... and lick her squirming until her heart explodes

i hope i dont call one of my exes up

my dvd collection rocks... but i'm particularly happy with how my cartoon seasonal set is turning out... so far i have

1. Family Guy Vols. 1 & 2
2. Futurama Vol. 1-4
3. Simpsons Seasons 1-3
4. Aqua Teen Hunger Force Vols. 1 & 2
5. Invader Zim Vol. 1

i have much further to go... i still need simpsons season 4, and 4 of...
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the FUCKIN nerve of some people... seriously.......

i'm seriously disrespected by a friend i've had since jr high... well not so much a friend anymore... but someone ive known... i havent talked to him in a while, and me and the guys were going out drinkin... i called to see if maybe he'd wanna go... im bein a prick(like i usually do, its something people...
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i like boobs