well... that time is upon us once again..... some see it as a time to start anew, to make a fresh start, and some of us see it as nothing more than a series of months gone.... i relate more to the latter but id like to think like the former.... strangely though alot of my life is already changing for the year....
i'm going...
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i'm going...
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i hate..... plain and simple.. i just hate...
this month in particular... this whole fall/winter period going on... i could list everything thats gone wrong.... but theres no point... and ive probably already done it... but now my brother is extremely ill... i come home from work about an hour ago and i wonder where my mom is so early... i dont think much of...
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this month in particular... this whole fall/winter period going on... i could list everything thats gone wrong.... but theres no point... and ive probably already done it... but now my brother is extremely ill... i come home from work about an hour ago and i wonder where my mom is so early... i dont think much of...
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i reach alot of epiphanies.... some real... some bullshit... but i dont think its an epiphany when you just stop hoping... for anything..... i know better... i know better than to believe someone can pull themselves out of a giant rut and that things will just be ok..... i feel decieved, but then again... i feel like i'm just a complete fucking idiot... i dont...
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it's funny how things at work end up working out.... i'm basically a night stockboy at target... hence the red shirt in my profile pic.... thats me coming home from work very tired .... anyhow.... things have been very VERY hectic for me since it's the holidays... most jobs i've had, i've been fired from because i can't deal with the public (i have little...
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grr... fuckin ... shit ass... donkey... hell! 
i could be doing something useful... planting a tree... writing a song... feeding the homeless... shopping for xmas presents... and what am i doing?
trying to use the law to save my cigarette break at work
trying to use the law to save my cigarette break at work
pulloffmywings:
cigarette breaks are important too!!!!!
it's never an easy thing when a good friend of yours is tweaking... it's an even harder thing when everyone in a room has to confront him all at once about it.... and worse when he attacks someone in the room... i dont even know what to say really... i've dealt with tweakers my whole life... my own dad turning his back on the family......
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riotrocksface:
I'm sorry about your friend. I knew a friend who did that shit while she was pregnant & if I didnt get her arrested, that child out have come out with three eyes or something fucked up like that. I know its harsh, but she thanks me for it now. The kid is about 5 now & actually came out perfect. I hope things get better with him.. I truly do.
riot.
riot.
thoughts:
why not hate? why not let negativity and anger consume me? people tell me i'm too negative(not pessemist mind you, just negative) and that i let too many things get to me..... my friends were getting stoned and i was angry at my boss at the time, and i was letting them all know how pissed i was about a situation... one of them(who,...
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why not hate? why not let negativity and anger consume me? people tell me i'm too negative(not pessemist mind you, just negative) and that i let too many things get to me..... my friends were getting stoned and i was angry at my boss at the time, and i was letting them all know how pissed i was about a situation... one of them(who,...
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jill:
thanks so much about my set!!!
jill:
thanks so much about my set!!!
well... i quit my band.... 
things really werent working out... i wasnt showing up enough... and yet... my bassist made decisions without me that pissed me off... so we mutually agreed that i'm done
oh well... one less priority
things really werent working out... i wasnt showing up enough... and yet... my bassist made decisions without me that pissed me off... so we mutually agreed that i'm done
oh well... one less priority
riotrocksface:
I'm sorry about your band. We can start a band. & name is Goat Fucker Esophogus Slut Rod. & we can rock out. BIG TIME.
D&D? Thats so lame. I would have slaughtered them.
riot.
D&D? Thats so lame. I would have slaughtered them.
riot.
this is going to be a looooooooooooooooooooooong week
riotrocksface:
Why is it going to be a long week hun?
riot.
riot.