necrocide

Hmm..... well I've given up on someone i thought i had loved... she did some fucked up things... not to me mind you... but to others who were good friends of hers and mine... and basically she has changed alot because of a guy... but all this has caused me to lose alot of feeling for her... so i'm not really so much upset about it anymore...

I'm not like alot of people i know... who are miserable because they are alone... i'm only miserable when i actually have feelings for someone out of range... which now i don't... but i am alone.... not to say its a problem... but lately it's like i've become everyone's ASEXUAL shoulder to cry on because of their own problems... and basically i'm the only one around my friends who isn't some kind of drama because i don't have anyone tying me down...

fuck this... i'm going to the titty bar