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Friday Oct 01, 2004

Oct 1, 2004
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I just typed out this long journal entry... it was about my adventure with an old friend of mine lastnight, as well as a lot of self realization... I clicked on the save button and it said "Cannot find server"........ maybe it was'nt ment to be... so I gather... self relization is ment for yourself... ehh...

I know everyone likes the Quest Ions, so....

1) How deep do you fall before catching yourself?

Well, I never catch myself... I always hit the bottom... there, wherein I plunge, always a little deeper... there in that other world, where only unity is harmony... ahh... sometimes the tree of life shakes us from it's branches... yet, we are relentless.... I'm climbing back up... I need to find a secure branch, as opposed to clinging to a twig that always falls in the mud... or i could find a nice place in the middle.... such as a Goldy-Locks zone.... an equilibrium....

2) On a scale of Earth to cosmos... where is your level of awareness??

I think my level of awareness is cosmic, yet at times... I get a little lost in outerspace, it's a hell of a place... too big for my liking... I spend my time floating around in the clouds above the mountains looking at all the tiny people, sometimes I forget that I'm down there in the madness with everyone else... as tiny as the world... I need to come back to earth... I need to be grounded for a while... like a child who's done wrong... I'll make a slow climb to the center.... I need to be balanced... I know how to go about doing so... it just takes time... question is:

3) Can we find that happy medium, or are we doomed to fall forever?

I will....
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sakita:
catch myself from falling where?

I reach for nirvana, but can't ever reach it, I know I cant reach it, i should stop trying, and then maybe i would attain it.

im not falling, im fallen.
Oct 6, 2004
mistakesmade:
look up there ^. I made you something wink

I hope you like it.

kiss
I miss you
kiss
I love you
kiss
Goodnight
Oct 6, 2004

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