nebel

there's something about the calm that seems mocking
I walked home with two leaves following me today. They followed me for two and a half blocks, with a rustling two step shuffle. like a waltz...only it seemed less easy than that.
Then I saw a dog driving a car with his teeth! Honest! I laughed out loud, and no one else was around to share it with me but the leaves...who didn't care about me or the dog driving the car.

i used to think I was a tom boy
with hair like a birds nest
I'm going to set fire to your glamor

The insidious dream was the idiots genius; is this phrase that keeps rotating through my skull like a disco ball...or rather TWO disco balls twirlling to "love hangover" with boys on one side of the room, and girls on the other

and yeah, this is the way I am...my brain is like the music of wind
music of hair stuck in the drain and to the sides of the tub
music like boxing gloves
music like a hankerchief waving too all its lovers

well anyway, when you see a turtle sitting on a fence post
you may not know how he got there,
but you can be sure he had help.

see ya'll when I get back in 10 days! gah!