neat_o_saurus

I'm tired. Not sleepy. Sad but not creepy. Hi, how are you? Peachy? Need a hug. Please hold me.

Love you. and

Friday night....My girl is so far away. I am home alone. One kid is will be leaving for North Carolina in the morning with his mom and others. My youngest is with his mom watching fireworks or something.
All I want is to be with my girl watching a movie.

sigh.

Wouldn't you like to know... yes.

Crazy for you, crazy without....

I need to start falling asleep earlier...I stay up super late so I can talk with someone special to me on the phone ( and it is worth it! :love
That is all...brain is wandering rapidly...Yay for insomnia!

Sometimes i really hate myself...yes i am a whiny bitch...
Miss my girl EXTREMELY and i know she does miss me...but i am ruining it...I'm not the smartest cat....she loves me and wants me I am so lucky but i keep annoying....just want her to know my feelings (she does already) sigh. just scared.
I love you so much.....you're 2,500 miles away and i am...
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now that my girl is in Oregon and I am in Ohio still I am freaking out. I love her so much and I know she does me. I miss her so fucking much.
I am losing my mind without her...

Feeling better. I love you Bacon.

Losing my fucking mind.....

I sit here, next to my love as she sleeps. Not much time left with her and it is making me sad. We have had a magnificent life together in this short time we have shared. I believe there is so much more we need to do. That I want to do.
We are wonderful together and she is like no other I have met...
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