I still can't sleep.
I don't think it has anything to do with all the coffee I drink... (in case you were going to say something) because I'm not doing anything different than I have been, and I used to sleep better. I've done this a long time. I went to a doctor a long time ago for my A.D.D., and he said that insomnia is one of the side effects (there's a bunch, I have almost all of them.
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I go through phases; I sleep for three or four months like the dead, then I don't sleep but three hours a night for the next few months... It's annoying and tiring. I hate laying in bed for hours, staring at the clock, wishing it would just be fucking morning already.
I've tried sleeping pills, nothing prescription yet, just over the counter. They'e safer in the long run if you just use the over the counter ones, they aren't addicting. But, on the same note, they don't always work. If you take them for more than a week (every night) then they stop working. I have to stop taking them for a week so that they'll start working again.
It gets annoying...
On a different topic, I had some good food last night. Stuffed chicken marsala with linguine and cream marsala sauce... it was fucking awesome
And, it was half price. I love working at Olive Garden. Plus, everyone is so cool. There were a whole bunch of us sitting down eating after work last night. It was fun. I love that I work somewhere now, where a dozen people can all get off and hang out together. That's the way it should be. Even the manager walked out at one point, and was like, "Hey, are we having a party?" Fun stuff 
I get really lonely sometimes, just that good ol' depression kicking in, but I can't stay that way long because I'm surrounded by so many awesome people.
So, I'm done ranting for a while. I'm going to go get my leftovers from last night, and some coffee, and read. It's a good book... you guys should look it up. Ken Follett- 'Pillars of the Earth'. It's a slice of life from a bunch of different angles, and it's nice to read about someone else's trials and tribulations sometimes.
I don't think it has anything to do with all the coffee I drink... (in case you were going to say something) because I'm not doing anything different than I have been, and I used to sleep better. I've done this a long time. I went to a doctor a long time ago for my A.D.D., and he said that insomnia is one of the side effects (there's a bunch, I have almost all of them.
)
I go through phases; I sleep for three or four months like the dead, then I don't sleep but three hours a night for the next few months... It's annoying and tiring. I hate laying in bed for hours, staring at the clock, wishing it would just be fucking morning already.
I've tried sleeping pills, nothing prescription yet, just over the counter. They'e safer in the long run if you just use the over the counter ones, they aren't addicting. But, on the same note, they don't always work. If you take them for more than a week (every night) then they stop working. I have to stop taking them for a week so that they'll start working again.
It gets annoying...
On a different topic, I had some good food last night. Stuffed chicken marsala with linguine and cream marsala sauce... it was fucking awesome
And, it was half price. I love working at Olive Garden. Plus, everyone is so cool. There were a whole bunch of us sitting down eating after work last night. It was fun. I love that I work somewhere now, where a dozen people can all get off and hang out together. That's the way it should be. Even the manager walked out at one point, and was like, "Hey, are we having a party?" Fun stuff I get really lonely sometimes, just that good ol' depression kicking in, but I can't stay that way long because I'm surrounded by so many awesome people.
So, I'm done ranting for a while. I'm going to go get my leftovers from last night, and some coffee, and read. It's a good book... you guys should look it up. Ken Follett- 'Pillars of the Earth'. It's a slice of life from a bunch of different angles, and it's nice to read about someone else's trials and tribulations sometimes.
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I hope you can find out what's wrong... maybe you should see a doctor about it. Insomnia can be serious.
You mentioned you can be lonely sometimes... are you still together with your boyfriend?
Yay for good food. I love the food at my new restaurant, and yes you are right I am going to love working there. It sounds like we both have kind of the same situation at work!
Oh BTW I met someone new... who knows what'll happen?