Not much to say 
I just wanted to update again...
Wrok is still work, but I still love it there. Compared to Randall's, this place is slack as Hell. It looks like I'm definitely going to have to pick up extra shifts each week so I have at least 7 shifts if I want to make any money, but I can handle that. Everyone there is just awesome, it's cool that all the people seem to get along so well. I'm glad I'm working there
I slept awesome the night before last. How about that...
Had to happen sooner or later. Got a really nice massage, took some Simply Sleep, and knocked the fuck out. Didn't wake up like all night long, my guy woke up for work at 4am, and said during all of his morning routine, I didn't budge. That's good stuff. I slept all right last night, too, but not quite as well. Still... it's amazing that I've slept so well the past two days, and I thought I'd share 
So, I am trying to motivate myself to work out.
That's a hard thing for me to do. My boyfriend is going to start running three days a week to get in better shape, and I should go... I just don't wanna. He's going to do it when his schedule goes back to normal nights, and when he gets home from work at 7am. That would mean me waking up at 7am Monday, Wednesday, and Fridays, every week, to run. Nyerk. Just doesn't sound like much fun.
I have also been thinking about taking some sort of class. A guy I work with is trying to get me to take a form of martial arts with him, now that sounds like more fun. It's like 75 dollars a month, though, so I'm going to have to pay off some bills first.
More than anything, I would like to get back into riding. I haven't been near a horse in like three years... it's driving me crazy. If I was back in the saddle I would be in crazy good shape, but it's expensive, and I can't afford to pay for lessons right now. For that matter, I probably can't afford to ride for at least the whole next year or so. Nyerk. Stupid money. Stupid working out.
So yeah, I'm done ranting for now. I need coffee, and something munchie. I'm supposed to be walking to 7-11 to buy stamps so I can send out my bills....shhhhhh... coffee first.
***Edited for whatever it is that I wrote.**
Forgot two things.
1. I get to re-submit a set in June. June is almost here!!!! I'm down to narrowing it down to the itty bitty details. I'm so excited
2. A poem. It's more fun if you say it out loud. Wrote it just now (and last night in my head)
Laying here, imagining you
Images dulling into illusions
Delusions of adequacey
Seeing myself perfect
Fucked up and crying
Dying a little every time
Time leaves me in the dust
Lusting for one small fragment
Mental clarity for the weak
Weeks of nothing leading to
Too many nights of more illusions
So there.
I just wanted to update again...
Wrok is still work, but I still love it there. Compared to Randall's, this place is slack as Hell. It looks like I'm definitely going to have to pick up extra shifts each week so I have at least 7 shifts if I want to make any money, but I can handle that. Everyone there is just awesome, it's cool that all the people seem to get along so well. I'm glad I'm working there
I slept awesome the night before last. How about that...
Had to happen sooner or later. Got a really nice massage, took some Simply Sleep, and knocked the fuck out. Didn't wake up like all night long, my guy woke up for work at 4am, and said during all of his morning routine, I didn't budge. That's good stuff. I slept all right last night, too, but not quite as well. Still... it's amazing that I've slept so well the past two days, and I thought I'd share
So, I am trying to motivate myself to work out.
That's a hard thing for me to do. My boyfriend is going to start running three days a week to get in better shape, and I should go... I just don't wanna. He's going to do it when his schedule goes back to normal nights, and when he gets home from work at 7am. That would mean me waking up at 7am Monday, Wednesday, and Fridays, every week, to run. Nyerk. Just doesn't sound like much fun.
I have also been thinking about taking some sort of class. A guy I work with is trying to get me to take a form of martial arts with him, now that sounds like more fun. It's like 75 dollars a month, though, so I'm going to have to pay off some bills first.
More than anything, I would like to get back into riding. I haven't been near a horse in like three years... it's driving me crazy. If I was back in the saddle I would be in crazy good shape, but it's expensive, and I can't afford to pay for lessons right now. For that matter, I probably can't afford to ride for at least the whole next year or so. Nyerk. Stupid money. Stupid working out.
So yeah, I'm done ranting for now. I need coffee, and something munchie. I'm supposed to be walking to 7-11 to buy stamps so I can send out my bills....shhhhhh... coffee first.
***Edited for whatever it is that I wrote.**
Forgot two things.
1. I get to re-submit a set in June. June is almost here!!!! I'm down to narrowing it down to the itty bitty details. I'm so excited
2. A poem. It's more fun if you say it out loud. Wrote it just now (and last night in my head)
Laying here, imagining you
Images dulling into illusions
Delusions of adequacey
Seeing myself perfect
Fucked up and crying
Dying a little every time
Time leaves me in the dust
Lusting for one small fragment
Mental clarity for the weak
Weeks of nothing leading to
Too many nights of more illusions
So there.
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That's ALWAYS a good thing. Just don't let procrastination get the better of you!
How long do you have to wait in between set submissions? I'm trying to remember how long its been since your last set submission, was it in March?
And go RUN!! And then maybe you can convince me to get motivated. Sometimes I really wanna run or ride my bike but I don't end up doing it. I always tell myself, "You know, if you had an iPod, you'd probably exercise more, just for an excuse to use it." But I think that is probably just an excuse to go buy one.
And yeah, I actually talk to myself like that. Probably a little more than what's considered healthy.
Later.