I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!
I was originally going to go to Williamsburg today, to yell at the bitch in charge of issuing me my check. Well, first off, I had to drive my car around for a while to make sure that the new battery we put in yesterday fixed the major issues it was having (It was shutting off, and all the guage lights were flashing on, it looked like alternator problems, but we took it to Advanced to check the alternator, and they said battery. So, we took the battery out of my Camaro, and put it in the Grand Am). I wouldn't wanna be stuck far from home... I decided to drive to the area where the new house is, and put in some more applications. I've been putting in applications forever, and haven't had any luck, so I figured, why not?
So, I go in to Olive Garden, expecting to just pick up an application, and walk out with a job. Starting TOMORROW!! My orientation is from 3-5pm tomorrow, and I start training on Monday. I'm stoked. Me and my boyfriend spent all afternoon shopping for work clothes, and he bought me two pairs of pants that weren't good for work, but he thought they were hot on me
He's so cute. One of them is all black, with kind of shiney stripes down the outside of the legs, and they're low rise, with a strap that is the closure across the front, and they're kinda tight. I'll take a pic of them if I get around to it. The other pair is really tight, and textured. It's got vertical textured stripes in the fabric, but they're solid black. Great pants. I'm so excited 
OH, clothes in the dryer... speaking of.... I'll be right back. (Not like you will know, but imagine a big pause here.)
Ok, so anyways I'm happy. I even slept last night. It was great. I'm not all that tired now, but I'm in a good mood, so it doesn't matter Being able to pay my bills, and help with groceries, and car stuff, and everything... it's just a huge weight off my mind. I'm thrilled.
So anywho, I think I'm off to bed I'm not so tired as much as I just really wanna cuddle up with my hot boyfriend 
Good enough reason for ME to go to bed...
Talk to y'all later.
I was originally going to go to Williamsburg today, to yell at the bitch in charge of issuing me my check. Well, first off, I had to drive my car around for a while to make sure that the new battery we put in yesterday fixed the major issues it was having (It was shutting off, and all the guage lights were flashing on, it looked like alternator problems, but we took it to Advanced to check the alternator, and they said battery. So, we took the battery out of my Camaro, and put it in the Grand Am). I wouldn't wanna be stuck far from home... I decided to drive to the area where the new house is, and put in some more applications. I've been putting in applications forever, and haven't had any luck, so I figured, why not?
So, I go in to Olive Garden, expecting to just pick up an application, and walk out with a job. Starting TOMORROW!! My orientation is from 3-5pm tomorrow, and I start training on Monday. I'm stoked. Me and my boyfriend spent all afternoon shopping for work clothes, and he bought me two pairs of pants that weren't good for work, but he thought they were hot on me
He's so cute. One of them is all black, with kind of shiney stripes down the outside of the legs, and they're low rise, with a strap that is the closure across the front, and they're kinda tight. I'll take a pic of them if I get around to it. The other pair is really tight, and textured. It's got vertical textured stripes in the fabric, but they're solid black. Great pants. I'm so excited OH, clothes in the dryer... speaking of.... I'll be right back. (Not like you will know, but imagine a big pause here.)
Ok, so anyways
I'm happy. I even slept last night. It was great. I'm not all that tired now, but I'm in a good mood, so it doesn't matter Being able to pay my bills, and help with groceries, and car stuff, and everything... it's just a huge weight off my mind. I'm thrilled.
So anywho, I think I'm off to bed
I'm not so tired as much as I just really wanna cuddle up with my hot boyfriend Good enough reason for ME to go to bed...
Talk to y'all later.
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Why you might ask? Well ... first off for getting a job ... but secondly for writing a long assed entry. I adore long entries ... so really - feel free to do so whenever. Never feel as if you are rambling.
Anyways ... congrats on the job. Olive Garden is yummy. I wish there was one around me. They all went out of business in Ontario I think ... at least in Toronto. That I know of. I miss it there. I loved it. Now I want some. Dang you.
So - you aren't gonna let the cheque just be forgotten are you? You're still gonna yell at Bitchy McBitchbitch, right?
I completely agree with you about answering questions. It always brings out info that you woulda never known otherwise. I found out a lot about some of my friends on here ... stuff I woulda never known about them otherwise prolly.
So - can I tell you how much I appriciate your name? No? Too bad ... imma tell you anyways. I smiled hardcore when I saw it ... I always appriciate a well thought out name. I had actually at one time thought of chaning my name on here to a variation of what you chose.
So - what makes you self conscious ... other than the ribs deal? Which ... really ... I can completely understand. I have shitty self esteem myself. I mean ... after being told that you are fat, ugly, useless, stupid, etc. over and over and over for years, it kinda sticks with you. I still rarely take the compliments thrown my way ... makes me think that someone is trying to butter me up for something. Like ... sure ... I'm happy with myself, but I still don't understand how people can think I am attractive.
But whatever ... each to their own. I won't go on about the whole rib dealy ... 'cause I know from my own life that it will fall on deaf ears. Only YOU will be able to convince yourself that it isn't that big of a deal.
But really ... what a fucking knob your ex was. I mean ... c'mon ... unless you have superfluous nipples on your ribs, how the hell can ribs be boobs? Fucking tard he was.
And really ... taking my advice is like taking ... uh ... something. I have nothing. Grr.
I appriciate you sparing the gory details about how wet your bf makes you. That made me smile super large. I mean ... sure ... I don't mind hearing about that kinda stuff ... but sometimes it can be a lil TMI. For future reference though ... if the conversation swings that way, imma have to be forced to describing how much I like giving oral or something. LOL
Now - the one main part of your entry that made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside was this ...
"However, I still have clinical depression. It's something I should take pills for, but I hate relying on people, and I hate going to people with my problems. So, not many people know (even my parents don't know I get depressed) and I've never been to a doctor for it."
Why did I get all warm and fuzzy about that? Well ... it made me feel unalone. I'm the same way ... I've never been diagnosed with any depression issues ... but I know for a fact that I was suicidal for years, high risk suicidal at that for two years and still deal with depression issues. It comes out of nowhere. I am way too empathetic for my own good and frequently get in a depressed mood for the smallest thing ... but it usually doesn't last too too long.
I've never gotten to the point of crying incessently ... but moping and stuff ... hells yeah I've been there.
"I can't imagine girls who date guys JUST for money. Makes me sick."
Don't even get me started on that. I've met my fair share of those types of people and I just wanna knock them down a peg in life. But really ... what can ya do ... people are different for a reason. If everyone thought the same way, life would be pretty boring.
And I fully appriciate the statement about helping out with the SO. My girlfriend lives by herself and I feel kinda bad that I don't chip in for groceries and stuff ... but I have been pretty down in the way of money lately (by lately ... I mean ... uh ... the last two years) and I just feel like crap not being able to give her some money for the food that I eat.
"Maybe I should've been born a guy, but I think the boobs look better on me."
From that picture you have up there, I'd say that the boobs look good on you too. lol
Anyways ... I think I am done yapping now. This is a pretty long entry as it is. LOL