Sunday Apr 03, 2005

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Nyerk. Sunday. I'm feeling sort of... inspired. To write, or draw... anything to wake back up that side of me. It's been a long time since I've written something, almost a month. But see, depression is my inspiration, so it's generally a good thing when I don't have anything to write about. I'll be in the new house in two weeks, and I need to design the stained glass cabinet doors. When I get em done, I'll put them up. Until then, you'll just have to be satisfied with reading this:

Look Through Me

I see you look right through me
Tell me what you see
A novel written in these two eyes
Or pages blank as can be
What words are written on my soul
Or can you even tell
This paradise I talk about
Is my only living Hell
Black as night in one respect
And sometimes white as snow
My eyes reveal the smallest speck
Of things I never show
These things I try to hide from you
The isolation that I seek
The words that never reach my lips
Somehow you always speak
When to me it seems so dark
How is it you see so clear
Maybe you looking through me
Is the darkness that I fear
chocolatejesus:
Wow, that was really good. I'm assuming you wrote it. (Sometimes I read something like that in a journal and I'm so amazed, but then I find out it's song lyrics by whatever band). Sometimes I'm kinda slow.

It's been awhile since I've written anything myself. I wrote a short story about a month ago, that basically described my arrest (no biggie, just possesion) in a fiction form. I was polishing it up, but I've sorta been in a funk lately. Good to know that I'm not the only one. biggrin

Lately I've been feeling this urge to paint. I haven't painted since college, and that was only once. Before that, in high school, I painted all the time. It's just so expensive to get started again.frown

So, you're designing stainglass doors? That'll be cool. You'll have to post pics so we can all see them. smile
maxwellxdemon:
That's fucking brillant really. You have such a gift of flowing your lines. How long did that take you to compose. Where you listening to anything while you wrote it? Did you study it in school?
Have a great week.

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