The weekend always brings on waves of relief, this one is no different.
I've been really tired lately, mentally more than anything else. I suppose I think too much (better than not enough, I guess...) and worrying about bills, menial stuff. I'm stressed about my job, and having lost my license with no easy way of getting a new one, and about the bar closing for a month, and about what I might do for a second job... it goes round and round.
(intermission for coffee.)
I've been doing more writing (something I have not done in years as contentment isn't really a big motivator... which I'm ok with.) but can't really get anything down. I write page after page in my head, and occasionally something makes it to a little slip of paper, but not much goes beyond that.
It's not bad, really. I'm constantly aware of the fact that I'm in a better life now then I've ever been. I'm in a place in my life where I'm genuinely happy, and that's a big thing.
On a completely different note, I taught my roommate's dog to give high fives yesterday
A totally adorable trick, and now she walks up to you and raises a paw any time she wants a cookie. Perhaps she has me trained...
You know, this isn't a whole thought, either. I thought I had more on the tip of my brain, but I guess it's just clips and phrases.
I've been really tired lately, mentally more than anything else. I suppose I think too much (better than not enough, I guess...) and worrying about bills, menial stuff. I'm stressed about my job, and having lost my license with no easy way of getting a new one, and about the bar closing for a month, and about what I might do for a second job... it goes round and round.
(intermission for coffee.)
I've been doing more writing (something I have not done in years as contentment isn't really a big motivator... which I'm ok with.) but can't really get anything down. I write page after page in my head, and occasionally something makes it to a little slip of paper, but not much goes beyond that.
It's not bad, really. I'm constantly aware of the fact that I'm in a better life now then I've ever been. I'm in a place in my life where I'm genuinely happy, and that's a big thing.
On a completely different note, I taught my roommate's dog to give high fives yesterday
A totally adorable trick, and now she walks up to you and raises a paw any time she wants a cookie. Perhaps she has me trained...
You know, this isn't a whole thought, either. I thought I had more on the tip of my brain, but I guess it's just clips and phrases.
toxic:
hhehe intermission for coffee your too cute! I know how you feel I'm always so tired as well I'm glad to hear your writing it can be such a stress reliever!