ndoki

I am a creature of regret of things a long time past...


I am also that child everyone knew when I was "so" high...

I was the one who caused church leaders to kindly asked my mother to leave when I proved...unruly

I was the child that would destroy cigarettes to save my aunts life...

The preteen who would run away at the site of a pretty girl

The high schooler who narrowly avoided being failed as a result of the school's stupid tardy policy...

I was that cute couple in high schooland the jealous ex boyfriend...

To some I was crazy...to others just funny

Ive been known to be a saint, and a monster

Brave and a coward

Ive been a gentleman, and a jerk


I am a creature of so much regret

Ive said things I wish Id never said, done things I wish I could take back

I think in what ifs?, attempted to redo what has been done

And you know what I learned? Life goes on

And you can live in regret and sorrow, or you can take all you learned.and live the rest of your lifeand where you excelled, keep excelling atand where you failedlearn from it and do not fail in that fashion again

It took me ten friggen years to figure this out!!!!

But, as some loved ones of mine might saybetter late, than never.now get off your ass and make something of yourself!!!!