nczach

So... exactly one month till my birthday. I don't really think I'm looking forward to turning 22, not that it's old, it's just not really all that exciting. Can't decide how I feel about the girl I'm dating right now... part of me really likes her, and there are things that are wonderful about her, but part of me really isn't ready to stop being single, especially when there are other people I'm still interested in. So we'll see I know I only have one shot with her, so if I call it off on any degree there will be no possibilities of any future dating.

I'm discusted with some of my classes. Some are complete shit while others are somewhat fun. I know I am going to have problems with one of my philosophy classes because the teacher is a total douche-bag. That and unlike most of the class I am not a freshman, I'm a senior. I've actually taken the majority of my required courses, and have enough knowledge of Plato to know that much of what Dr. Douche is teaching is wrong. I'm just hoping that I don't get myself into trouble in his class which I have had a problem in the past with (getting into trouble with teachers) because I have absolutely no problem with telling them that they are wrong. Almost got kicked out of my creative writing class last semester because of this.

Anyway lots of things are urking me for the moment. Hopefully it'll get better. I shouldn't have stopped smoking pot and I could have my nice bed-time bowl and everything would be ok.