Another update on the same old day!
I need to drive somewhere but with no one to visit I would just be driving for no reason but to drive. It is 11:36pm now and maybe I will just go out and zoom around the city and listen to some Tiesto. Maybe I could get carjacked and have some excitement for once.
I need someone in my life, at this point anyone, and at the moment like the last 4 years the future does not look promising in this aspect. Where are all the cheesy friends that would introduce me to a friend they have? That's right the one person I do know would rather keep all the girls they know to themselves out of fear it would ruin a friendship somewhere.
Monks are cool and all with the martial arts and bald heads but I am not willing to take that vow of celibacy even though it has seemed an alter personality of mine might have taken one and not told me.
Where is legalized prostitution when you could really use it...that's right, it's in places where they do not have stupid laws based on religious views by the governing authority. I would go to a strip club but I do not enjoy them that much. Last time I went to one, which was the first time, none of the girls paid any mind to me but they did to the two guys I brought with me. Sad thing is that I was the one picking up the tab.
I am sick. I am tired. Yet, I am not sick of being tired. Sleep would be nice if it did not hide so well from me.
In fun news today...
I made it through another day.
In sad news today...
Retirement age for me is 62 and that is just pathetic to think I have a mere 35 more years of back breaking work to deal with.
In even sadder news...
I will probably die way before I could even retire from a heart attack.
In even sadder, sadder news...
I will probably die alone.
PS If I sound down it is because I am and have been for awhile now. But hey, "That's why you get paid the big bucks."
In closing, with that statement here is a phrase of wisdom which mostly goes out to my co-workers that tell me that line at least 4 times a week.
FUCK OFF YOU WANKERS!
Can you smell the love? I know I can since I just ooze the stuff from every pore of my body.
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2:14am Update
Back from my drive where I saw tons of good looking gals walking here and there. So I was going down Spruce Street when I noticed 3 on a corner and a cat running right in front of the car. The one girl threw her hands up but yours truly saved the day and stopped well in advance and even flashed a rare smile their way.
You would think I would have gotten at least a clap for the noble deed. Nada though which is the story of my life...which is possibly one of the best Social D songs ever written. Speaking of which I heard the 2 new songs that are on the DVD they released and I just hope they have some barn burners compred to those.
I need to drive somewhere but with no one to visit I would just be driving for no reason but to drive. It is 11:36pm now and maybe I will just go out and zoom around the city and listen to some Tiesto. Maybe I could get carjacked and have some excitement for once.
I need someone in my life, at this point anyone, and at the moment like the last 4 years the future does not look promising in this aspect. Where are all the cheesy friends that would introduce me to a friend they have? That's right the one person I do know would rather keep all the girls they know to themselves out of fear it would ruin a friendship somewhere.
Monks are cool and all with the martial arts and bald heads but I am not willing to take that vow of celibacy even though it has seemed an alter personality of mine might have taken one and not told me.
Where is legalized prostitution when you could really use it...that's right, it's in places where they do not have stupid laws based on religious views by the governing authority. I would go to a strip club but I do not enjoy them that much. Last time I went to one, which was the first time, none of the girls paid any mind to me but they did to the two guys I brought with me. Sad thing is that I was the one picking up the tab.
I am sick. I am tired. Yet, I am not sick of being tired. Sleep would be nice if it did not hide so well from me.
In fun news today...
I made it through another day.
In sad news today...
Retirement age for me is 62 and that is just pathetic to think I have a mere 35 more years of back breaking work to deal with.
In even sadder news...
I will probably die way before I could even retire from a heart attack.
In even sadder, sadder news...
I will probably die alone.
PS If I sound down it is because I am and have been for awhile now. But hey, "That's why you get paid the big bucks."
In closing, with that statement here is a phrase of wisdom which mostly goes out to my co-workers that tell me that line at least 4 times a week.
FUCK OFF YOU WANKERS!
Can you smell the love? I know I can since I just ooze the stuff from every pore of my body.
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2:14am Update
Back from my drive where I saw tons of good looking gals walking here and there. So I was going down Spruce Street when I noticed 3 on a corner and a cat running right in front of the car. The one girl threw her hands up but yours truly saved the day and stopped well in advance and even flashed a rare smile their way.
You would think I would have gotten at least a clap for the noble deed. Nada though which is the story of my life...which is possibly one of the best Social D songs ever written. Speaking of which I heard the 2 new songs that are on the DVD they released and I just hope they have some barn burners compred to those.
Maybe the grass is always greener on the other side....
what is your ideal? What are you REALLY looking for? surely not some chick that is invloved with one of your friends.
on the monk issue..... 1. monks are cool, they have no self doubt and 2. Murphy's law always works for me and everyone else I know.... go ahead and say never.
Just when you don't want it to, it might just appear. If for any other reason than to make fools of us. Life really is a bitch like that sometimes. She loves making us go back on our word to ourself and change our big plans.
I've been down here with you for a while myself.....AND I don't get paid the big bucks.