Things that suck in my life at the moment otherwise known as Why my life has sucked in the last few years.
1. Work, sure I get paid decent but see below.
2. No friends within 97 miles of me. Meeting new people is tough especially when you don't even have one local friend to hang out with. Going solo always makes me feel like the creepy guy.
3. Hot chick syndrome. My mother told me that 2 seperate gay guys we know, at two seperate times told her that my problem with girls may be attributed to their fear of rejection from me, I am no (insert hot dude here). I can't judge myself and like most people am critical if I do.
I have a hard time believing this one but who knows it may be true. I fear rejection myself so I have a hard time starting a conversation. See also #2
4. Being mistaken for a 17 year old on numerous occasions is not a good thing when you are a 27 year old man. Fuck anyone who says otherwise.
There are probably a whole slew of other reasons but I just can't think of them at the moment.
I still want a penguin though and that is a happy thought thing. They are cool but they can't replace that missing partt that other humans can.
anyway...
Food of the Day: Cheesesteak and Tater Tots
1. Work, sure I get paid decent but see below.
2. No friends within 97 miles of me. Meeting new people is tough especially when you don't even have one local friend to hang out with. Going solo always makes me feel like the creepy guy.
3. Hot chick syndrome. My mother told me that 2 seperate gay guys we know, at two seperate times told her that my problem with girls may be attributed to their fear of rejection from me, I am no (insert hot dude here). I can't judge myself and like most people am critical if I do.
I have a hard time believing this one but who knows it may be true. I fear rejection myself so I have a hard time starting a conversation. See also #2
4. Being mistaken for a 17 year old on numerous occasions is not a good thing when you are a 27 year old man. Fuck anyone who says otherwise.
There are probably a whole slew of other reasons but I just can't think of them at the moment.
I still want a penguin though and that is a happy thought thing. They are cool but they can't replace that missing partt that other humans can.
anyway...
Food of the Day: Cheesesteak and Tater Tots
ihatemylife:
well, you are definately hot, so it can't be that.... I've been moving around a lot, and making friends is uber tough for me too, I always feel so displaced. I've learned to like being by myself, but it's sorta made me a control freak too. When you have nothing better to do than clean your house, you begin to obsess about it.