Sunday Oct 06, 2002

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today I get to play with a three month old baby. hooray!!

I do realize that at three months they are just drooly lumps, but when his gaze locks into mine. all my worries seem to disapear. I love babies!!
freaky_tiki:
Babies are such a treasure...don't have one myself yet, but I adore spending time with my friends little ones. They blow my mind with how open they are to the world, such curious, wandering eyes absorbing everything they see.
freaky_tiki:
Babies are such a treasure...don't have one myself yet, but I adore spending time with my friends little ones. They blow my mind with how open they are to the world, such curious, wandering eyes absorbing everything they see.

Saturday Oct 05, 2002

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today I talked to my mom. she told me that her & my step dad (#4) are going to buy an RV and just drive around america for the rest of there lives. this sounds like pretty normal old people behavior, but, my mom & step dad are raging alchoholics & my mom is very accident prone. she even ran over herself once when getting...
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go_lately:
i'm sorry beautiful . . .

have you talked with them about it? about how you're scared? would that help?
the_o_man:
Hey there Nazimova ^_^ All i can say is ... * THANKYOU* Your compliments brought a very big smile to my face ...thanks for making my morning a brighter one . Type ya later Nazimova ...Paulie

Saturday Oct 05, 2002

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last night I dreamt of mountains crumbling into nearby cities, as I stood calmly & watched. it was dusty..
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the_o_man:
Hey You ^_^ So far the wonderful sweetie is going good...'er i mean wonderful weekend. *Lol* Preparing food for the Jet tailgate party tommorow. Ciao For Now Nazimova :-) Paulie O
the_o_man:
Hey Zazimova ^_^ This is a long shot about your dream and I'll tell you it tickled the shit out of my brain. Here it goes my "opinion" and i hope it does not offend you in any way. "I dreamt of mountains crumbling into nearby cities, as I stood calmly & watched. it was dusty..." Something in your life feels like it is slowly fading or falling apart and by you standing there calmly you don't know what it is really and what's making it happen and why...The dust i think maybe the situation is not clear and it's probably right under your nose but you can't see it. Or your falling deeper into something maybe work or family life ...I don't know and you actually don't care to pull yourself up because your happy and content with life.
I know you did not ask for feedback on the dream it just kinded reminded me about my life and it pierced my mind ...Kinda wierd huh ?
Ciao For Now Nazimova ... Paulie

Friday Oct 04, 2002

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LOVE AMONGST THE RUINED
so OK
You thing I'm some kind of
Semolina-headed
Fired & fettered
Little virgin
Well, thats okay with me
One arm in the ashtray
One arm round your neck
Pulling you across the six week sheets to me
Oh! you see
I could be a walking one man career
For some psychiatrist
Its true,
I'm open to everyone
Unique to few...
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Friday Oct 04, 2002

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hi!
the_o_man:
Hola Nazimova ^_^ That was a rude caller! I would have hung up. {lol} Anyways, How is the artist from Minneapolis doing ? {you...lol } Is any of your work located on-line to view? All is well here In the Land Of O I'm happy to report. Well Nazimova have a great weekend ^_^ Ciao For Now .....Paulie O

Friday Oct 04, 2002

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today is going to be a good day, I have morphine on the stereo & lots of sumatra coffee, I am going to curl up under my cashmere throw & watch the rain. if lily lets me.
theoriginalsin:
Good luck with that one. smile

Thursday Oct 03, 2002

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I love larry mondello, I wonder if he grew up to be barney on the simpsons.
echobunny:
larry mondello??

as in...."gee, beaver, i wouldn't have gone and done somethin' like that!"

THAT larry mondello?

wow, what a reference....havent heard that name in years
nazimova:
yep, thats the one. he carries bologna in his pocket & when he gets hungry he just brushes it off & eats it. he is the best part of leave it to beaver. well that & when richard & beaver go up to beavers room and "mess around" I LOVE that show..

Thursday Oct 03, 2002

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I am reading the book 'and I dont want to live this life' by deborah spungen. and as I see it either debbie is a little over dramatic or nancy spungen was the true spawn of evil. I am so lucky to have a happy child..
echobunny:
nancy spungen always seemed like pure evil to me

Wednesday Oct 02, 2002

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once when I was on LSD I sat by the rapids of the colorado river at midnight, the waves crashing against the rocks looked like hundreds of white horses running against the current. I miss feeling young sometimes....
tororo:
Oh yes she is! biggrin


(interestingly enough: she makes everybody feel young...
could it be of some use to you?)
tororo:
OOH! you have Bettie Page haircut and a miniature panther?
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