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sooooooo, lets do a little backstory here.
the reason my ex/kinda not ex (JARED, we'll call him that) and i broke up was because he was away at tech school and i cheated on him. i kinda had a little relationship with this guy named adam, but ultimately, things didn't work out because i was still so stuck on jared.
i broke up with jared and then i told him why. that i had cheated on him and he should never want to talk to me again. and he didn't talk to me much. just enough to tell me i'm a whore, he hates me, and he never wants to see me again. he had no problem telling everyone on god's green earth what i had done, so i started getting threatening phone calls. i'm gonna get my tires slashed, my car is going to get keyed, i need to watch my back blaaahblaaahblaaaah. stfu. i didn't care.
i had just forever lost the love of my life because i couldn't keep my legs cllosed so i really did not give a fuck.
anyway, time goes on, more threats (still don't care) and i'm in nh visiting my mom and son because i needed to just get away and clear my mind. after like a week, i talked to jared, and he told me if i wanted any chance with him, i had to drop adam like a bad habit. big deal. i broke up with adam and came back down to nc. life goes on for a couple more days.
until last night.
omg. fuck last night.
i was talking to jared and he asked me some things that i answered honestly and he got all pissed off and made me feel like the smallest person in the world. i mean what could i really say? i was the bad guy. i did something unforgiveable and he's always been so good to me. he's never done a damn thing wrong and he deserved so much better.
UNTIL.. he says "i guess this is karma for that time i got my dick sucked" i'm sorry, what the fuck did he just say to me? he got his dick sucked by some chick while we were together and didn't tell me. i mean, fuck. i did something 10 times worse but i had the cajones to tell him. i asked him if he woulda married me and still not told me. and he told me he probably would. fuck him. who does that. ... well in reality, a lot of people, but thats beside the point.
then i asked him if that time he told me some chick kissed him and i freaked out on her and made her life a living hell, if it was a mutual kiss. he said yes, i'm losing it at this point. i'm crying uncontrollably. he lied to my face and was amused while i was tormenting this poor girl who was just trying to cover his ass. i'm going to find this girl and apologize. she wasn't the one at fault. he was.
fuck me. like. i'm so.. emotional in a way i can't even describe.
like he lied to me. i came clean to him. and he made me feel like shit about it.
sooooooo, lets do a little backstory here.
the reason my ex/kinda not ex (JARED, we'll call him that) and i broke up was because he was away at tech school and i cheated on him. i kinda had a little relationship with this guy named adam, but ultimately, things didn't work out because i was still so stuck on jared.
i broke up with jared and then i told him why. that i had cheated on him and he should never want to talk to me again. and he didn't talk to me much. just enough to tell me i'm a whore, he hates me, and he never wants to see me again. he had no problem telling everyone on god's green earth what i had done, so i started getting threatening phone calls. i'm gonna get my tires slashed, my car is going to get keyed, i need to watch my back blaaahblaaahblaaaah. stfu. i didn't care.
i had just forever lost the love of my life because i couldn't keep my legs cllosed so i really did not give a fuck.
anyway, time goes on, more threats (still don't care) and i'm in nh visiting my mom and son because i needed to just get away and clear my mind. after like a week, i talked to jared, and he told me if i wanted any chance with him, i had to drop adam like a bad habit. big deal. i broke up with adam and came back down to nc. life goes on for a couple more days.
until last night.
omg. fuck last night.
i was talking to jared and he asked me some things that i answered honestly and he got all pissed off and made me feel like the smallest person in the world. i mean what could i really say? i was the bad guy. i did something unforgiveable and he's always been so good to me. he's never done a damn thing wrong and he deserved so much better.
UNTIL.. he says "i guess this is karma for that time i got my dick sucked" i'm sorry, what the fuck did he just say to me? he got his dick sucked by some chick while we were together and didn't tell me. i mean, fuck. i did something 10 times worse but i had the cajones to tell him. i asked him if he woulda married me and still not told me. and he told me he probably would. fuck him. who does that. ... well in reality, a lot of people, but thats beside the point.
then i asked him if that time he told me some chick kissed him and i freaked out on her and made her life a living hell, if it was a mutual kiss. he said yes, i'm losing it at this point. i'm crying uncontrollably. he lied to my face and was amused while i was tormenting this poor girl who was just trying to cover his ass. i'm going to find this girl and apologize. she wasn't the one at fault. he was.
fuck me. like. i'm so.. emotional in a way i can't even describe.
like he lied to me. i came clean to him. and he made me feel like shit about it.
/end rant.
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