nawashi

OK...so...I'm single again. For some reason I just wasn't into being in a relationship right now. I've just been sooooo damned busy and had a lot of stuff on my mind. It really wasn't fair to try to keep things going with ther person I was with. I was kinda looking for more along the lines of someone to play around with and tie up every now and then and she wanted the whole committed relationship. With all the craqp going on in my life right now and the stress my work has been putting me under, there was no way I could give that much of myself right now. Besides...I still am carrying around a little baggage from a previous relationship that still continues to get in the way every now and then. So, I guess the only fair thing to do was release my slave from her collar and let her go and find what makes her happy, because I don't know if I have it in myself right at this moment to commit to anything as far as a relationship goes...let alone a D/s one. I don't have a lot of time to commit, let alone do all the shit I need to do. I want to go out with my friends and have a good time whenever I want....and I just don't feel like I can be the free wheel that I want to be involved with someone right now.

So...anyways...the dungeon I've been working on for almost the last 8 months is almost ready to open. Just a little bit of sanding and paint and it's ready. This place is friggin massive. It's the size of a small supermarket. Well, the first room will be ready. There are 2 more to follow, but it can still open with just the one room open. So, I'll be doing bondage and fetish photoshoots out of there and possibly a few Pro-Dom sessions too. I'm definately gonna start teaching S&M techniques again. I really miss having classes.

Well...I'm proably gonna start updating a little more often. But that's all I got for now.