navydclown

here i sit thinking of you
wondering about you
missing you
wanting you
i heard our song tonight
and i felt you
how much i needed you
how much i loved you
how you taught me to sing
ohw you made me laugh
how you made me feel like a man
how perfect we were together
how you taught me about me
how i taught you about you
how you taught me to lie
to cheat
to cry...
how you made me kill my seed
how you almost made my wrists bleed
how to play games with someones head
how to wish you were better off dead
how to crawl through my pain
how to place the blame
i thought i missed you
but i was wrong
i relived our lie through our song
i can never forgive you
for the lie that you told
or myself for turnig so cold
you taught me alot in the years that we had
how to forgive another
how to put mself back together
how to love from new
and how to forgive the few