navybuilder

Oh I can already tell this is gonna be one of those fucked up days that piss you the fuck off. If anything else is planned to piss me off by all means go ahead and let it happen today before I am in a good mood again later. I got put back on the watch section of three sections which means between checking out and packing and standing watch I am giving up sleep. Now for the greatest fucking slap to my face ever our captain come on and tells us that we will not be pulling into Guam... Instead we have to go help another ship somewhere else and we dont know when we will pull back in or if I will be able to leave on time.... While everyone else heads to guam... I got 3 1/2 hours of sleep last night I have so much work to do that I want to crawl into a fucking hole and dissapear for a few hours
Well in an edited note of the day I am feeling much better. My friend jessica talked to me and helped me feel better this morning and made me laugh in spite of how bad my morning felt. I managed to sew my tags onto my new coveralls in time for the CO's checkout so I look forward to getting in there and signing all my papers to leave this ship asap. Also I am packing up the last of my stuff except the essentials so that I can scram the second we pull in somewhere. Sorry I was so grumpy earlier. I suck. more later