navybuilder

I found myself very contemplative this evening. Not a usual happening for me as I like to do most of my deeply serious thinking earlier on. I was speaking to my friend rachel and she told me that I spend too much time by myself. I dont see how spending time alone is a bad thing, dont get me wrong I love to go out with my friends and do things but considering that I live on a ship where 344 people surround you in almost everthing that you do it is nice to have some alone time. We go out for months at a time where you only have the late nights and early mornings to yourself on watch and to actually be alone with your thoughts and worries and fears and pleasures and anger. I tend to say this often as I am repeating what I always say

My body is not happy with me for some reason, tongiht I am restless and unable to sleep regardless of the fact that I am exhausted. I have watch until 3 am go me. I need to do some laundry and fold my clothes. Ive got Jeremy Camp stuck in my head, his song "Stay" is pretty good a buddy of mine told me about him when I took him and his wife out for drinks. Really liked his music and been a fan ever since.. Dont know why I told you all that.. hmm.. random.