I am so pissed off.. .all I want when i get off of work right now is space.. a few minutes to myself to get my thoughts together and to think about one thing that makes me happy or that I want without another person demanding that I give it to them.. Am I being selfish here or what. I am losing my mind trying to make everyone happy. I am more than glad to see everyone and hang out and party or watch movies or go out to dinner or something. But I need to be able to get my stresses out and relax sometimes too dammit. ARGGHH I need to start working out again too.. I put it off after I went home for 2 weeks now its been almost 3 and a half and I still havent gone back or started my routine again.. lame... ok im done for now 