naville

Well i gotta hand it to her, my best friend redeemed herself. We hung out this weekend and I realized how much fun we have together and why we are friends in the first place. Perhaps I was being too sensitive considering I'd already felt abandoned, but I don't think I was wrong for feeling the way I did. We talked and basically came to the conclusion that we were just at different points doing different things. But we've reconnected and I think we are going to have the same wacky fun and experiences like we used to have I really missed her so I'm glad we didn't just fall out of contact. And the fact that she reached out this time around made me feel better. So hopefully I won't feel as bummed anymore. I have felt considerably better because I'm just not giving thought to all the negative things going on right now.

I mean, yes I'm unemployed but I'll find a job. Yes, I'm not in school but I'm working on going back. And yes I got dumped but it was by someone not worth my time and I'm going to really start living it up now. So I'm turning the other cheek and only caring about what's really worth caring about. Yay for positiveness!!