naville

grrr. i'm back home.
and i'm pissed.
and STILL looking for a job.
and trying to go back to school but the assholes from plattsburgh are telling me i have to pay the tuition i owe even though i never fucking went for this semester. i didn't attend any classes. at all. or use any university services. ughhh.
i hope not. there is still the slightest of hope i won't have to and i'm holding onto that hope like my life depends on it..oh wait..it kinda does!
so whether it's this semester (although realistically and all probably not) or fall 2009, my plans are to stick to school. this time just go through with it. stop bullshitting around and take it serious and finish college.
so now i'm need of a job to take up my time and save money during this upcoming semester i'll be missing again. so i'll be 3 semesters behind.
whatever. i'm gonna make everything work out.
'sides i'm still young. so i have pretty much my whole life ahead of me.
that is of course only if i live a long life.
and don't die, like, tomorrow or in my sleep or anything. *knocking on wood*


god my life is such a mess.