naville

ok so yesterday was my first night out since i got back to school. and i had told my boyfriend that i was kind of over drinking to get drunk. i was saying that i didnt like waking up and feeling all hungover or worse yet hearing the stories of all the stupid shit i did. basically that didnt happen last night. i got pretty drunk and i put on a show for my friends. i took control of the ipod and started dancing around to MY music. a little bit of iron maiden, a little bit of the distillers, you get the picture. no harm in that right? ok so here is where it got a little crazy. one of the guys who lived in the house we went to was all into the music too and was like picking me up and spinning me around. now i will admit that i probably should have put my foot down and said dont do that, i have a boyfriend and hes gonna get pissed. now ill admit i didnt exactly do that. i was telling him to stop but not necessarily because i was thinking about whether it would piss my boyfriend off or not. so it came to no surprise that when i told my bf he was pretty pissed. now it didnt help that i left some not so nice messages on his phone when i got back to my room. i totally understood why he was angry. but he made it into such a much bigger deal than i think it really was. he said i broke my promise of not getting drunk altho it was more of something i was doing for myself bc i never actually made him a promise. then he got pissed bc my friend took pictures and he saw that the guy spinning me was shirtless which apparently to my bf made it worse then he got mad bc he feels like i act different when i party with my friends than when i party with him. i mean everyone acts different when your with your own friends as opposed to when your alone or with your bf/gf. he defintely does. but anyway yea. he was pissed off at me for like the whole day. so we finally worked it out i guess but i dont know. i mean.....was it that wrong of me? did i really fuck up that bad? or was he just being dramatic?
some of the pics my friend took of me.....













i really liked how my eyelashere looked here