Yes she has met Drew and it is all so terribly confusing.

This is so out of character for the individuals involved, she was with that group because they WOULD NEVER do something like this.

She was attracted to their strength of character and now this almost complete clinical breakdown, with this extreme alternative behavior.

She is in disbelief, she always thought that these were people with loving caring compassionate souls and one day , like a movie , all of her reality shifted, like giant tectonic plates and and what was once up is now done and what was down is up.

Shocked, she scrambles to understand this transition which is akin to a psychotic break, all the human genuiness that she valued in these individuals now gone.

Check out Pandora's journal for Saturday June 18, I could not resist.

I read you every day , Tracey asks how we are doing here, I like how you use this as a journal of sorts , I should probably do the same , I think I would write that as a STATE CHAMPION cross country runner, not a "member" but a scoring state champion, who was the fifth finisher for my school and they count 5 in the score , I WON a state championship, neither of my parents EVER attended a meet.

Tracey expired I sent her a renewal yesterday

I dont ever think about this shit , I repress and then you write it and it is like oh yeah that happened, kinda like someone filling in the details of a nightout that was softened for me by various and sundry potions .

I just made a journal entry to your journal to show you you are still active 4:51PM Tuesday

I swear you are still active on SG , you wouldn't have a journal I could post to if you were not . Try to write a journal entry, please!