Watched this heavy, heavy dark metal dvd my brother sent us...I have a cool older brother and all who's into all types of shit...and this dvd ..especially the live, outdoor concert stuff was just crazy and got me all pent up and feeling pissed off...And it got me thinking of when i was real younger and all. Usually, when my friend Jax or I would be upset or frustrated about something that happened in school, or having to constantly acknowledge our parents or play their game thing, we would both ride our bikes over to Stop & Shop and just squeeze the loaves of bread. Like if one of us was pissed off at something, we would just ride over there. We didnt even have to be pissed off honestly. We could just be feeling aggressive or destructive for no particular reason whatsoever. But we would just take it out on the big puffy soft loaves of white bread that were stacked up endlessly down by the milk coolers and butter and cheese and yogurts and crap. I cant explain it for the life of me. I honestly cant. But just parking our bikes out front, kind of casually wandering in there, looking very, very casual and unsuspicious, and going over to the bread all lined up across from the milk just was a tremendous release. Sneaking over there, one of us more or less acting as a lookout, and just squeezing the bread with all our might and destroying, essentially, the loaf, was, strangely Ill admit, tremendously relaxing and rewarding in a way. We would just grab it and clench it with all our might. If anyone wandered by, we would make sure we made it look like we were actually just shopping for bread, like looking for a suitable loaf we would eventually purchase. But once they got their butter or cheese and crap, and were gone, we would continue going down the aisle, squeezing the life out of all those virginal puffy loaves. I cant explain it. Unless you were there and actually TRIED it, theres no way you would even understand it. It was the absolute perfect thing to do if we were pissed off. We didnt even need any reason, to be totally honest. We didnt. After a while, we enjoyed it so much that we didnt even need a valid reason to just go there and squeeze the fuck out of those loaves of Wonderbread or Sunbeam or even the generics. All white breadrye, pumpernickel, and others just didnt give the same amount of pleasure and satisfaction. I cant explain it. It was just awesome to park our bikes outside the supermarket, casually stroll in and squeeze and wreck the bread. It just was. Trust me. Bags of marshmallows were pretty good too.
vikingmetaler:
I think your journals are fucking excellent. My friend trixeeG hasn't written a journal entry yet, why dont you make a friend request on the update page trixeeG. My dream is to form a small micro-network here, I have a couple of the pieces on my friends list JennieRae who is a most original SG check out her pictorial , I wrote her a picture by picture description of my obsevation and response to each pic , and RAMH, a wicked cool woman who I have enjoyed many moments with. I met people on the SG chat, do you have the patience for that , click hookup in the small pink boxes on top and then their will be almost a banner for chat , click that and then you launch a java chat. If we email we could try to get on at the same time and experience that a bit. Or maybe you don't have time for any of this shit and I would understand that also 