naughtyme

damn. i've been a grumpy old motherfucker recently. good thing i'm in the geezers group, huh? i've been back from afghanistan for a couple months now, and i'm still having difficulty kicking myself in the ass to get out and be social with folks. my own fault, but then i get all dumpy when folks aren't dying to hang out with me. you needn't worry, this isn't me begging for sympathy, more just a moment to step back and actually realize the situation that is bothering me is of my own creation. i've got plans to hang out with a couple buddies tomorrow, and my patient, ever so loving dog is far overdue you run around at the dog park. i'm afraid i've been pretty withdrawn here on suicidegirls as well, despite having been so eager to get back to the site while i was deployed. in any case folks, please know that you were all sorely missed. i'm one oddball piece of this jigsaw puzzle, and finding folks that i fit with is truly a treasure to me. alrighty, that's enough of me whining, time to go make a situation that i prefer.