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naughtydevil

Frankston(Long Island), Melbourne, Australia

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Saturday Apr 28, 2007

Apr 28, 2007
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Well, I've got my mojo back!

I've been unhappy/angry/sad/depressed/jealous for the last few days...
It was prompted when this woman I'm friends with said shes sleeping with this other guy, after she broke up with her BF. And I was jealous, 'cause it seemed she wanted to sleep with everyone apart from me, and we flirt and have fun... etc.
Then I thought... hang on, I've never made the effort to really chase her, and I made the mistake of saying do you want to have something 'casual' before we kind of went out at the start. So I haven't made her feel really special in that respect. So I have a big role to play, and honestly I don't think it would work anyway.
So I was been silly and jealous.

So sometimes you kinda have to hit a 'rock bottom' (yeah I know there is a lot worse out there, but we all have degrees of 'our' rock bottom) and this was mine. I looked at my life and couldn't remember the last really fun thing i've done. So I took action!! : )

I asked a girl out that I saw potential in, the only problem is she only very recently broke up with her bf of 3 years, and shes still in love with him, so she said shes not ready for a full relationship (which I half expected). But it's a relief I asked, I feel like I'm back in the game.
Then I've made the commitment to join toastmasters and the romance writers club of australia, by emailing them both and signing up. So that should be great, i'll meet some new people, and goto a few meetings a month. I'm kind of excited and a tiny bit nervous, but it's good!
Also I booked a few concerts to goto as well.
Tommrow i'm getting the car serviced (the first one since I've had it) so it will be good to get that out of the way, it's been rough changing gears.
I'm also currently designing my new website and finishing off one of my books, btw I haven't forgotten about your story Albi
smile
Now I need to go on roughly 2 dates a week until I find a new women.
Things are looking good! smile

Take care all,

Benn.

Oh- I ordered season 2 of Extras that should be here mid this week.
And I didn't know that you could order things for Amazon if you were in Australia. But you can!! So I ordered some books that were much cheaper then you pay here. Postage wasn't cheap though, but still a big saving.
These are it, i'm particularly looking forward to reading the call girl one, it's meant to be really good!



Hmmm for some reason the pics aren't showing up, but they are: The Call Girl Actress, Men, Love & Sex: The Complete User's Guide for Women and How to Give Her Absolute Pleasure: Totally Explicit Techniques Every Woman Wants Her Man to Know shocked
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timber_:
yay! tongue

and you should post some stories here! biggrin
or at least email me some more, lol wink
Apr 29, 2007
jctrue:
i love extras
have them all
at uni i did "representing reality"
which consolidated (as opposed to made)
my love of mocumentary drama

you appear to be an interesting soul

jc
x
May 1, 2007

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