I'm starting to feel the morning sickness now. every step, movement, jiggle, peice of food i put in my mouth, could turn into a vomit session 
I went and saw Tom lastnight, he's the best person I have to talk to aside from the obvious (Art) made me break down in tears and realize how tough this is going to be, that this is one big fucking deal, that this is a committment. but I am still willing to take this on, my diet has completely changed to vegetables and fruit and meat with no room for junk food. thursday night i am going to port dover and mom is taking me to the ol' family doctor on friday morning. shes excited, i think shes been waiting for this day 
and now for a snooze on the desk.....so sleepy..
I went and saw Tom lastnight, he's the best person I have to talk to aside from the obvious (Art) made me break down in tears and realize how tough this is going to be, that this is one big fucking deal, that this is a committment. but I am still willing to take this on, my diet has completely changed to vegetables and fruit and meat with no room for junk food. thursday night i am going to port dover and mom is taking me to the ol' family doctor on friday morning. shes excited, i think shes been waiting for this day
and now for a snooze on the desk.....so sleepy..