Oohlala !
It took me a minute to choose which side of the question I should choose because between creeps we all understand each others.
Back when I lived in NYC I used to do a decent amount of camming for about 6 months or so, at the time I'd have an amazon wishlists for my followers to gift me from time to time. Little did I know that my address and full name would then be displayed to whoever so I started to receive gifts that weren't in my lists, then nice cards which at first would talk about my modeling and then turned into "I love those red shoes you worn yesterday" or "you should do your makeup this way more often, you looked beautiful".
That's where it started to reach the creepiness levels of "I may get raped and murdered tonight". Thankfully this scenario never happened but I deleted my wishlist really fast after these and I also moved out for security. Sometimes, there is such thing as too much love haha.
On the other hand,
I creeped for yeeeaarrss, ok, no, sorry, I was a secret admirer for years of this beautiful blue eyed, milk skinned girl living next door to me when I was a teen. She had those beautiful dark coal hair and the sweetest smile. At parties or shows I'd often see her in the background with her own group of friends and would write poetry about the lines of her face when I'd come home at night. It was not until later in my life that I realized she was totally gay and I could have tried to reach out but deep down it's nice to keep fantasy where they're at and keep the illusion of perfection to your dreams at night.
