nationaldisgrace

So I thought I had an awesome gf. I thought things were well and it would last.....

Once again I have been reminded of how quickly my mind can go from love to complete loss of respect for some one as a person.

Betrayal is awesome and all, but are there any girls out there that know how to be in a relationship and not cheat? Jesus christ. People always say guys are the bad ones. Wtf?! I never even considered doing that to her. Atleast I found out before we got our place together.

I guess now I just concentrate on work. Pay a little more attention to the up coming school year aswell.

I'm not sure wether im a little queezy or just filled with and unquenchable thirst for revenge. Jesus, it might be both.

In reality I guess it doesnt matter. I mean why bother being upset over some one you don't respect anymore. Hell, I don't see how she can have any respect for herself anymore.

Fuck. I'm sick of shit going wrong.