nationaldisgrace

ok so sundays might be awesome but rainy mondays and tuesdays blow. im starting to hate my job. which mean seither unhappiness or job switch time. not sure which it will be yet. i finally got some of those little sticky squares so i can hang my posters every where. i hate plain empty walls. i tmakes me feel like im just visiting in my ownhome.



ok, so i was gonna type out some stupid shit i wrote long ago... but instead i want to discuss something that bothers me. I have a brother. I dont know him. I've never seen him. My father wont admit to it, but my mother knows its true. You see my father used to love foolin around on my Mother. (They have been divorced since I was 3) One woman he was cheating on my mother with got pregnant. She came to him about it and he denied it fully. This wenton for awhile aparently till she gave in and moved out of town. Aparently she had a boy. two years younger than me. My mother has no idea even what state they would be in. So somewhere in this gigantic country i have a brother i will never know, and he is out there never knwoing who his real father is. If he's gonan try to look for him though he better hurry, because my father will die with in two years. So lord only knows if anything will ever come of that. It lingers in my mind though. Anyway, im off to find some food.