I've never blogged in my entire life so I figured this would be a good place to start!
What inspired me to become a hopeful?
Ever since I was little, I've always loved the idea of modeling. I watched America's next top model with my Mom religiously growing up. But as I got older, I quickly learned that there's "types" in modeling. I never quite fit those types and, to be fair, my personality is a little too rough around the edges to make it with main stream gigs. I preferred alternative looks, tattoos, piercings, and coloured hair. I'm extremely shy and can come off as cold and aloof, which wouldn't get me far in an industry like that.
Flash forward to 2016 - I'm 19 years old, working as a hair dresser, hating every second of it, and broke as hell. I started looking into online work and found the adult entertainment industry. I started camming after doing about 6 months of research, quit my job, and have never looked back... However, during my discovery of the sexy amateur online workforce, I also discovered Suicide Girls. I fell in love with the idea of it immediately. Beautiful, diverse, alternative models and members that absolutely adore them? A dream come true.
I actually had a friend of mine help me shoot a set back then but I never had the courage to post it. Which was probably a good thing lol. It wasn't a very good set haha. But anyways. As the years went on, I was always too shy to reach out to a photographer to shoot me for suicide girls. My best friend in the industry, AskAlex had recently gone pink and it inspired me soo much! I expressed me desire to try myself and one day she just said "why don't I ask if Shaine can shoot you, the same day as my shoot." I was completely trilled and agreed, of course.
I've been admiring from a far for many years and I'm so excited to finally be here.
