nathanialblood

So what was today meant to be and what did it turn into?
I was meant to come home early from work sleep then wake up shower shave and go to the club and see my friends.

What Happened?
My dad came back from the hospital ill because he couldn't go on dialysis so he was royally fucked shivering and unable to walk even 10 feet. He had to shout me to get him a drink because he couldn't walk less than 10 feet to the kitchen. Then Joanne came in and saw how he was and just broke down. Tears shaking the whole works. I gave her a hug helped calm her down a little then gave her the phone to ring her bf to really help her relax. Went downstairs talked to my dad about what happened with him and what he needs to do. I also fixed Robert's PC and hooked it up for him in his room. Then Ryan started saying he was hungry so I gave Joanne my card and brought everyone a "chippy dinner". Needless to say I didn't find any time to go to the club during this.

So I found myself thinking what was a defining characteristic about myself today. It's not my sense of humor or my sex drive it's a really simple characteristic that defines me more than anything. It's my determination. You? Determined? Really? You can't be serious!

So why do I think my Determination defines me?
Walking the London Marathon without any unusual training?
Break Training my Palm Fist?
Working 24 out of 48 hours with very little sleep?
Remaining awake for 48 hours?

So what do you think defines who you are?