nathanialblood

Hey sorry been busy and all that kind of stuff.
My mum really bitched at me a few days ago. She told me I can't put my life on hold and that I need to do what I want to do. I want to make my dad better but I can't. I can't make his livers and kidneys regenerate. I can't help him lose weight and have a healthier heart. I can't do what I want about my dad. But I should start doing what I want for myself.

I want a new job and I want to see my friends more often.
I have friends that I haven't seen in over 8 months now and its time i tried to break some of the ice.
They will most likely know about me wanting to try before I try because one of there friends is a member of this site and has been reading my blog without leaving comments. Hey Jel

I will be going to Russia in the new year to see a friend of mine. I don't know what will happen or if anything will but its time I started doing what I want and taking chances instead of doing what is familiar.


Oh God I think I just came