nathanialblood

I'm finding myself more and more attracted to guys recently. Usually I see a guy I like every 3 months or so but recently I have seen about 4 I like in less than 2 weeks. I admit 2 of them were in the UK when I was drunk so that might not count for much. Ti has moved over and is very touchy with me and yes he is Gay and yes he is hot and yeah he turns me on. Problem is that he moved over to be with his BF so I won't be even thinking about that one really.

Also my dad has asked the Doctor's about me donating a kidney to him and they have come back saying they can't do anything until there certain about my dads condition and the state of his kidneys. I thought the fact that he has to go to the hospital for 3 to 4 hours every 2 days to have his blood cleaned would kind of point out that his kidneys are kinda a little fucker but apparently that's just for fun I'm not a glass half full kinda guy and i tend to think that everything is going to go bad and I plan for that. So waiting for them to say whether I can give me dad a kidney and possibly improve his quality of life is driving me mad. I see him looking like shit every day with syringes sticking out of his chest and can't help but thinking there leaving it to later for me to help him.

So Kenn called around around today and we went to the brit and has a few games of pool which I always suck at. Kenn started playing pool them made a phone call and spent 20 minutes talking on the phone while I waited for him to take his shot. He didn't seem to register that it was rude and when i said that he could have hurried it up he said nah I haven't spoken to my friend Pete in ages.

Sometimes I really truly do just wish i was alone with just a pc food and a bed. and porn